Transparent Airship
I was well acquainted and skilled at the horizontal bar, so I underestimated it's difficultyOn that lunch break where I could see an airship, I fell backwards head first
The nice nurse praised me for not cryingFriends I wasn't so close with, wanted to carry me on their backs, despite me being able to walk
I came back to the class during the cleaning, and after being treated like a heroI realized that I had become bad at what I used to be skilled at, during the afternoon PE lesson
What happened after that? Oh, did you forget?
You smiled as best as you couldIn front of everyone, and of that girl, to save appearancesThe things nobody mindsAre still serious matters to me
I think that pretending to be alright is a relatively important skill in lifeIt can be used successfully in many fields, so it's quite frequently used
Most people are experts at it, and can hide most of their irritationMost people are experts at it, but in general, it's obvious
My big yet small pride gave birth to many nights where I couldn't sleepMy life was seized by a kind of anguish that is quite frequent
A society where it's normal to not be all rightIt's not like i drew an unlucky numberEven if it's a sham kindness born out of your egoTake care not to lose it once you've found it
I managed to come here somehow, but I tripped on a stone I couldn't avoidThe day where i cant rise up like usually has finally come
I always relied on pretending to be alright, and didn't know anymore whether I was lying or notDid you live more skillfully, back when you saw that airship?
What happened that time? Hey, remember
You cried in secret all aloneAlong the road back home, at sunset in the Miyata parkThe shrine that was kind of scaryFelt reassuring that day
You already smiled as best as you couldEveryone and that girl too, are smilingSometimes, they surely cry seriously tooIt's all right, you will be able to smile once more
The kind of things nobody cares aboutOther people's business that cant be shared
A sham kindness is kindnessIf you meet it take, care not to get lost
You've met it, take care no to lose it