Ayumi Hamasaki "Memorial address" lyrics

Memorial address

胸騒ぎと共に　眠りに付いた夜更けとても悲しい夢を　見ていたのを覚えてるその朝予感は　沈黙を　破るように鳴り出した電話で　現実の物となった心に　消えない傷痕を　残したまま貴方は　一人星になった

サヨナラね　もう二度と会えないない場所へ　行ったのね永遠の別れの冷たさを　受け止められずに聞かせて欲しかった嘘で　構わないから私は　貴方に確かに　愛されてたってたった一度でいいから

終わり無きはずの　悲しみは　幕を閉じて季節も変わって寒さが　やけに身に染みるけど

あれは忘れもしない夏の　始まりの日で私の代わりに今年は　空が泣き続けただって余りにも夢の　続きのようでまだなくことさえも　出来ないまま

サヨナラね　最後の言葉さえ届かない別れの冷たさを　嫌ってほど思い知らされる聞かせて欲しかった嘘で　構わないから過ごしたあの日々を　悔やんだりしてないんだってたった一度でいいから

どうしてそうやって最後の最後までねぇ　思い出だけを置いてくの

サヨナラね　もう二度とあえない場所へ　行ったのね永遠の別れの冷たさを　受け止められずに聞かせて欲しかった嘘で　構わないから私は　貴方に確かに　愛されてたってたった一度でいいから

これはただの夢の　続きの物語で私はまだ目が覚めてないだけといって

Memorial Address

I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasyAnd had a very sad dreamThe phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silenceAnd the premonition became a realityLeaving an unfading scar on my heartYou became a star by yourself

*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet againI can't accept the coldness of the eternal partingI wish I could have heard from youThat I had certainly been loved by youOnly once, even if it had been a lie

The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an endThe season has changed, I feel bitterly coldI will never forget that first day of summerThe sky kept on weeping instead of me this yearI feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dreamAnd I can't even cry now

Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach youI'm made to realize the coldness of the partingI wish I could have heard from youThat you never regretted the days we had spent togetherOnly once, even if it had been a lie

Why did you do it this wayLeaving memories only to the very end?

(*) repeat

Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dreamAnd that I'm not yet awake