Apology
I thought that if I hid in a dark place, no one would find meBut if I ended up losing my own self, that'd be troublesomeI don't understand the real things. I'm always thinking over them, but I don't understandI'm a cunning and calculative slacker who can't become a gentle person
I was gazing at the city lights that the starry sky seems to reflect on the water surfaceIt's so clean that if you walked up there, you'd smell the food wasteIf you looked with a clouded head at the drunken man and woman embracing each other,this world would surely be beautiful, even the garbage dump would be beautiful
Lies are the start for thieves, please live honestlyAre the promises of your childhood still valid, even though you became an adult now?They're obvious achievable things but for us, uncapable runts,isn't it too early to get serious?1 I don't care if it's only ruminations though
This is our apology for not being able to protect even one single promiseNobody loves you when you only complain to the world"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?
Ostracized from the world, holdind my breath, hiding myselfWith a once-in-a-lifetime revenge, I thought I could laugh my stomach outWhen I tried to laugh at the world just as much as it laughed2 at me,somehow it turned out to be so empty, and I became even more miserable
As a chain of small rivers that soon reaches the sea,our tasteless guilt became tears and flowedThe dirty sea is unforgivable. The same goes for the dirty tearsIt's so frustrating, but it can't be helped. It's not my intention to be hated
This is our apology for being unable to live as we expectedIf there's only mutual harm, there's no way we can trust each other"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?
Spreading gossips, sticking out the tongue, telling only lies, having a dreadful experienceEven if I became an adult, it's the same. Even with a rotten mood, it's the same.No matter where I go, I can't escape. I can't escape from myself"I'll be reborn starting tomorrow" - saying so, I was led to this day
This is our apology for being unable to live for someone else's sakeI, who live selfishly, was completely forgiven by that girlThis is an apology from us mediocres, who won't change no matter hoy many time passesTo the world that just accepted me, no matter how much I hated it"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?"I'm sorry" - Can I properly say it?"I'M SORRY"3 - I have to say it properly