Amnesia

I drove by all the placeswe used to hang out getting wastedthought about our last kissHow it felt, the way you tastedAnd even though your friends tell meyou're doing fineAre you somewhere feeling lonelyeven though he's right besides youWhen he says those words that hurt youDo you read the ones I wrote you

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

[Chorus:]I remember the day you told me you were leavingI remember the makeup running down your faceAnd the dreams you left behind you didn't need themLike every single wish we ever madeI wish that I could wake up with amnesiaAnd forget about the stupid little thingsLike the way it felt to fall asleep next to youAnd the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent meThey're still living in my phoneI admit I like to see them,I admit I feel aloneAnd all my friends keep asking why I'm not aroundIt hurts to know you're happy,yeah it hurts that you've moved onIt’s hard to hear your namewhen I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

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If today I woke up with you right beside meLike all of this was just some twisted dreamI'd hold you closer than I ever did beforeAnd you'd never slip awayAnd you'd never hear me say

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I'm not fine at all'Cause I'm not fine at allTell me this is just a dream'Cause I'm not fine at all