Eminem "Going Through Changes" lyrics

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Going Through Changes

[Hook]I'm going through changesI'm going through changes

[Verse 1]Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delph like PhillyFeel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerelyApologize if all that I sound like is I'm complainingBut life keeps on complicating, andI'm debating on leaving this world this eveningEven my girls can see I'm grieving, I try and hide it but I can'tWhy do I act like I'm all high and mightyWhen inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need helpI can't do it by myself, too weak2 weeks I've been having ups and downsGoing through peaks and valleys, dilly dallyingAround with the idea, of ending the shit right hereI'm hatin my reflection, I walk around the house tryna fight mirrorsI can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is HailieI'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her..shit

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[Verse 2]I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at noonYeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at youMarshall what happened that you, you can't stop with these pillsAnd you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughing at youIt become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get upBe a man, stand, a real man would've had this shit handledKnow you just had your heart ripped out and crushedThey say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bustNah, it ain't like Doody to do thatHe wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights firstBut dwelling on it only makes the night worseNow I'm popping Vics, Percs and Methadone pills"Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it"Fucking drug dealers hang around me like yes menAnd they gonna do whatever I says when, I says itIt's in their best interest to protect their investmentAnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then:

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[Verse 3]My friends can't understand this new meThat's understandable man, but think how bananas you'd beYou'd be an animal tooIf you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zooAnd everybody's looking at you, what you want me to do?I'm starting to live like a recluse and the truth isFame starting to give me an excuse, to be at an all time lowI sit alone in my home theater, watching the same damn DVDOf the first tour, the last tour, he was still aliveAnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleeping pills'll make me feel alrightAnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the nightI just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin rightI ain't slowing down for no one, I am almost homeward boundAlmost in a coma, yeah homie come on, dole em out"Daddy, don't you die on me, Daddy, better hold your ground"Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voiceYeah baby hold me down

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[Verse 4]Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, but somehow I'm pulling throughSwear when I come back I'mma be bulletproofI'mma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a fewFacts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truthShit it just hit me that what if I would not have made it throughI think about the things I would never got to say to youI'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to doHailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina tooI still love your mother, that'll never changeThink about her every day, we just could never get it togetherHey, wish there was a better way, for me to say itBut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any dayThere are just too many things to explainWhen it rains guess it pours, yes it doesWish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain'tI ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingersHeaven knows I've never been a saintI know it just feels like we just pissed away our historyAnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to sayI miss you sub consciously, wish it didn't end this wayBut I just had to get away, don't know whyI don't know what else to say, I guess I'm

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Prolazim kroz promjene

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(Prva kitica)U zadnje vrijeme mi se čini da sam se smoto ko sarmaČini mi se da gubim kontrolu nad sobom, iskreno seIspričavam ako sve ovo zvuči kao da se žalimAli život mi se sve više komplicira, a jaRazmišljam da napustim svijet ovu večerČak i moje curice vide da žalujem, pokušavam to sakriti, ali ne moguZašto se pravim da sam moćan i glavniKad iznutra umirem, konačno shvaćam da mi je potrebna pomoćNe mogu to sam, preslab samVeć dva tjedna imam uspone i padovePrelazim brda i doline, tratim vrijemeIdejom da sve skupa završim upravo ovdjeMrzim svoj odraz, šetam po kući i borim se sa zrcalimaNe mogu podnijeti svoj izgled, da, debeo sam, ali što me to brine?Boli me kurac, jedino se bojim za HailieStrah me da ću je vidjeti ako zatvorim oči...sranje

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(Druga kitica)Zaključavam se u spavaću sobu i kupaonicu, drijemam o podneDa, tata je loše volje, uvijek te mrko gledaMarshall, što ti se to dogodilo, ne možeš se okaniti tih tabletaA vještina ti se srozala i vlastiti obožavatelji ti se smijuTo je postao problem, a ti si prevelika pička da se boriš, diž seBudi muškarac, stoj čvrsto, pravi muškarac bi se pobrinuo za toIako znaš da su ti upravo iščupali i raskomadali srceKažu da je Proof jednostavno poludio, da je jednostavno izvadio pucu i opalioMa jok, nije Doody* takavJebote, on ne bi pucao ni u koga, on se prvo tučeAli vraćanje na to mi samo pogoršava noćSad se kljukam s tri razne vrste tableta za smirenje"Alo Em, opaki rep, razvalio si!"Jebeni dileri se motaju oko mene s izrazom "da, gospodine"I učinit će sve što kažem kad god to kažemKao da im je u najvećem interesu zaštiti ulagačaA ja sam upravo izgubio najboljeg prijatelja, jebote, pa jebiga, očito:

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(Treća kitica)Moji prijatelji ne mogu razumjeti novog meneTo je razumljivo, čovječe, ai pomisli koliko bi ti bioludI ti bi bio životinjaDa si zarobljen u svoj toj slavi i zatočen kao u zoološkomI svi te gledaju, što želite da učinim?Počinjem živjeti kao pustinjak, a istina jeDa mi je slava postala izlika da se ne dižem sa dnaSjedim sam ispred svog kućnog kina, gledam isti prokleti DVDNa prvoj turneji, na zadnjoj turneji, još uvijek je bio živA to užasno boli, opet premotavam, bit će mi bolje od tableta za spavanjeA ako sam usred noći i dalje budanUzet ću još koju, o da, u pravu si, jeboteNeću usporiti ni za koga, skoro sam stigao kućiSkoro u komi; hajde, stari, razvali ih"Tatice, nemoj mi umrijeti, tatice, drž se, bolje ti je!"Jebemu, zar mi nije poznat zvuk tog glasaDa, dušice, pridrži me

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(Četvrta kitica)Budim se u bolnici, pun cjevčica, ai nekako dolazim k sebiKunem se da ću biti otporan na metke kad se vratimUčinit ću to samo za Proofa, mislim da bih trebao iznijeti nekeČinjenice, jer možda više neću dobiti priliku da kažem istinuSranje, upravo sam shvatio: što da se nisam izvukao?Mislim o stvarima koje vam nikad ne bih mogao rećiNikad ne bih ispravio stvar, pa sam zato došao učiniti ovoHailie, ovo je za tebe, i za vas također, Whitney i Alaina*I dalje volim vašu majku, to se nikad neće promijenitiMislim na nju svaki dan, ali mi nikad nismo mogli uspjeti skupaHej, da bar postoji bolji način da to kažemAli kunem se, za nju bih učinio sve, bilo kad da me pitateJednostavno ima previše toga za objasnitiKada neće, onda stvarno neće, očito je takoDa bar nema nikakve boli, ali ne mogu se praviti da nemaNe krivim nikoga, ne upirem prstom ni u kogaNebo zna da nikad nisam bio svetacZnam da se čini da smo jednostavno ispišali svoju povijestI baš danas sam pogledao tvoju sliku, i skoro mi je krivo rećiDa mi podsvjesno nedostaješ, volio bih da nije tako završiloAli jednostavno sam morao pobjeći, ne znam zaštoNe znam što bih više rekao, očito:

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