Block B "Is It Only Me? (나만 이런거야?)" lyrics

Is It Only Me? (나만 이런거야?)

잠은 오는데 금방 깨밥은 먹는데 소화는 안돼요즘 난 이래넌 어때

나만 이런거야내 맘만 그런거야나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래너 정말 그럴꺼야 (x2)

나라고 별반 다를것 없었어이 상황까지의 과정이 어떻던허탈함이 먼저 머리챌 잡고 날 탓해얼룩진 기억 눈물과 함께 닦아내

혼자있기가 머쓱해져오늘을 살지만 내 속안은 예전사진속 너가 유일한 말동무냉장고 절반은 맥주캔에게 내줘

집안 내 방안 곳곳에니 흔적이 허전함을 보태뻔한 이별에 태연하지 못해서너란 병실에서 퇴원하지 못했어

너도 이런현상을 수시로 겪나문득 궁금해 나만이런걸까알 방법이없나또 문자를 썼다가 지웠다

낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어잊을래 지울래 너의 자리하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래

이별 뒤 내겐 고작 상실감사라져버린 내 삶의 나침판혼자서만 이런가 싶어되 새기고 새긴말I'LL BE FINE

근데 쉽지 않아뜻대로 잊긴 커녕 시간만낭비하는 느낌인걸오히려 널 잡는게 빠르다는 생각밖에 안들어

나 조차 이런내가 안쓰러가끔씩은 너가 밉고 원망스러뒤죽박죽된 머리속중심엔 너가있는데WHAT ABOUT YOU?

추억이 깃든 것들 다 버려도넌 일상 곳곳에 스며 있었어이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데뛰고 있는건 발이 아닌 심장이였어

낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어잊을래 지울래 너의 자리하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래

나만 못 잊는거야 왜 맘 졸이는거야내가 이 지경인데 너가 멀쩡하면 네 자신을 속이는거야

낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어잊을래 지울래 너의 자리하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래

나만 이런거야원래 그런거야나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래너 정말 이럴꺼야 (x2)

Is It Just Me?

(ZICO)Sleep comes to me, but I keep waking upI eat, but I can't digest itI am like this these days, how are you?

Am I the only one like this? Is it supposed to be like this?I'm just here, not being able to do anything on my ownAre you really going to be like this?

(PARK KYUNG)Am I the only one like this? Is my heart only like this?I'm just here, not being able to do anything on my ownAre you really going to be like this?

(ZICO)There is nothing different because I am involvedNo matter what the situation and the process starts withDisappointment coming firstYou clutch my hair and blame it on meI erase the spotted memories with the tearsIt is awkward for me to be aloneI am living today, but deep inside I'm in the pastYou in the picture, is my only talking friendThe half open refrigerator hands me a beer canIn the house, in the parts of my roomThe evidences of you add on to my lonelinessBecause I wasn't cool about the obvious farewellI couldn't be excused out of your patient roomDo you go through these troubles as well?I start to wonder, am I the only one like this?Is there no way else to knowI write the text message and erase again

(TAEIL)It is all just newThe one spot of my empty heartIt is so tired that it smiles instead of cryingI want to erase and forget your spotAt least 10 times a dayI make a determination, I am the only one like this

(PARK KYUNG)The reality that hit me after the farewellThe compass of my life disappearedI wonder if this is only happening to meWhat I keep telling myself, I'll be fine

But it isn't easyForgetting you like I planned was a lieIt just feels like I'm wasting timeI keep thinking thatGetting a hold of you is the faster way

I feel pathetic for myself for thinking like thisSometimes I hate you and I blame it on youIn my mind it is all a messIn the center you are there, What about you?Even though I toss away all my memoriesYou are smearing into my everyday my lifeEven in this situation, I want to run awayIt wasn't my feet that was running, it was my heart

(TAEIL)It is all just newThe one spot of my empty heartIt is so tired that it smiles instead of cryingI want to erase and forget your spotAt least 10 times a dayI make a determination, I am the only one like this

(P.O, PARK KYUNG, ZICO)Why am I the only one who can't forget?Why is my heart clenching?I am like thisBut if you are like thatYou are just convicting yourselfWhy am I the only one who can't forget?Why is my heart clenching?I am like thisBut if you are like thatYou are just convicting yourself

(TAEIL)It is all just newThe one spot of my empty heartIt is so tired that it smiles instead of cryingI want to erase and forget your spotAt least 10 times a dayI make a determination, I am the only one like this

(ZICO)Am I the only one like this? Is it supposed to be like this?I'm just here, not being able to do anything on my ownAre you really going to be like this?

(PARK KYUNG)Am I the only one like this? Is my heart only like this?I'm just here, not being able to do anything on my ownAre you really going to be like this?