胸の中 悲しみ溢れて息はとぎれとぎれ弱音を吐いてみる 自分の弱さに吐き気がする
許せない事たくさん わからないこともたくさんある抱えきれない程の疑問を全部放り投げた
わからないよ 君が何を考えてるのか
かんからら 空っぽの気持ち吐きだしたものはもうすぐ戻る
いつもこうさ夜は長くて孤独を太らせてゆく
窓辺のサボテンに自分を重ねて酔ってみる電話越しの君から溜息漏れる音がした
今日と明日が一つになる夜に
ゆらゆらら 昇る太陽がサボテンの影を僕に落とした
なんでだろう声が聞こえない 咳払い 君は黙ってしまって部屋が寒いことに気づいた
「自分をわかって欲しいなら、まずは相手を理解しなさい」よく言われた言葉は 今も分かっちゃいないんだ
ひらひらら 変わりゆく気持ち太りすぎた孤独 弾けてしぼむ
ほら月が空に沈んだよ 向こうで君が笑った
だれにでも朝は来る いやでも陽の光を浴び誰かに影落とす 自分の姿そのままに
ありがとうごめんね さすがにもう眠いよね今夜色々わかったよ 答えでも何でもないけれど
From my heart, sadness escapes in ragged breathsI try to complain and my own weakness mades me sick
There are many things I don't allow,and many things I don't know as wellI abandoned all the questions I can't carry in my arms
I don't knowWhat are you thinking?
My instinct tells meThe empty feeling I breathed out will be back again soon
It's always like thisLong periods of isolation in the night will make me fat
I'm always spellbound by the cactus in the windowThrough the phone I hear the sound of you sighing
Today and tomorrow become one night
Swaying, swaying, the rising sunThe shadow of the cactus falls on me
Why can't I hear your voice?I clear my throatYou were completely silentI noticed the room was cold
"If you want to understand yourself, first you must separate yourself from your partner."I finally understand the words that were often said
Flickering, feelings start to changeMy fat loneliness bursts opens and deflates
Look, the moon went down in the skyOn the other side you smiled
The morning comes for everyoneWhether you like it or not you'll be bathed in the sun's lightIn the shadows, my form stay like this
Thank you, I'm sorryI'm already really sleepyI learned a few things tonightBut I didn't answer anything