時計のハリは今日と言う重りを脱ぎ捨てて明日という日を迎えに行こうと身支度を始めた
それでもまだこのリュックには何を詰めて良いかは分からない 分からない
大切なのは何を学ぶか？そこで何を得るか？だけどはたして僕は明日という日から何を得れるかな？
無理矢理にでも君は僕を旅に出させる気だね？
飾って笑った 笑顔の裏に泣いて崩れた君がいたんだねなおも君は笑ってくれたねこんな僕を支えてくれてありがとう
期限切れで色が変わり始めた自分がここに自然にいてやつれた頬が何か物語り助けはどこだ？神は言葉無いかすれた声は涙に変わって勝手な考え洗い流して明日、明後日変えるために枯れた心 小声で愛の行方どこへ
「後悔先に立たず」って言葉がお似合いな僕
飾って笑った 笑顔の裏に泣いて崩れた君がいたんだねなおも君は笑ってくれたねつらい思いさせて本当にごめんね
時が過ぎても僕はここから動く気は無い
君が飾った笑顔の数は僕が君を苦しめた数それに今まで気付かずにいたこんな僕をもうどうにでもしてくれ
終わらないけど追えない
The clock’s hand flings off the weight known as “today”And I begin to dress myself in anticipation of “tomorrow”
I’m not sure if what I stuffed inside of that rucksackWas good or not. I just don’t know
Is what we study really that important? How far will it get you?I wonder, what could the me who ended up as expected attain starting “tomorrow”?
It must feel as though I’ve forced you onto this journey unwillingly
Behind that face decorated with a grinYou must’ve crumbled into tearsYet that smile was for my sakeThank you for supporting someone like me
The transformation of color began too lateMe being here is naturalWorn out cheeks some sort of taleIs there no help out there? God has nothing to sayHusky voice turns into tearsRinse off these selfish thoughtsFor the sake of changing tomorrow and the day after thatGo toward where love is with your withered heart and small voice
The phrase “Don’t cry over spilt milk” suits me
Behind that face decorated with a grinYou must’ve crumbled into tearsYet that smile was for my sakeI really am sorry for forcing my bitterness onto you
Time keeps ticking by but I still feel like I’m stuck in place
The number of grins that decorated your faceIs the number of times I tormented youWithout realizing it until nowPlease do whatever you want to this sort of me
It’s not the end but I can’t chase after it