I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna say goodbyeBut sometimes things just don't go as we'd likeAll I wanna do is crySay my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
Farewell, miss, I know that you can care lessBut I'm sorry for everything I was carelessBut I need you to know that I love you so muchAnd I've been drinking myself to sleep, my soul's crushedA couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nutsI can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutchI was in love with you, how could you do this to meActually I did this to myself, what a tragedy!And now what do I do? Where do I go?Cuz everywhere I go I see your face.It's hard starting over,Trying to find another shouldertTo lean onI feel like my whole life just got peed onThey say time heals but dammitI wanna stop time and feel this painAs crazy as it sounds to me its saneAnd I like it, why? cuz I feel like were still unitedIn some weird way I don't wanna fight it
I don't wanna say goodbyeBut sometimes things just don't go as we'd likeAll I wanna do is crySay my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back!It's like that!? after all the crap we been through!?I can't believe you! I know I fucked up!But look within you and find some loveand stop being stuck up!You keep sending me to voicemail!I'm annoyed, hell!, shit you coulda at least sent a textBut you're probably busy kissing someone else's lipsWhile I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit!You're hard-headed, a sharp headache,I need help call a medic I just cut myself, yea I did itWithout you I'm nothing, don't you get it!?Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it!You turn and tell me you hate meand regret that we ever met,I can't believe you just said thatYou're so cold, you just hit me so lowI can't take this no more, so hit the road
I don't wanna say goodbyeBut sometimes things just don't go as we'd likeAll I wanna do is crySay my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
Some things just don't seem the way they doOne day you tell me I love you and only youI wake up to find out it was a dreamYou're telling you hate me, you're leaving mePeople change, everything changesWe go from best friends then become strangersWe go from seeing each other everydayThen farewell to never seeing your face again
I can't get you outta of my headSo I'm out of bed at 4 in the morningWishing I was deadBut for some odd reason I can't do itFor some reason I needed to writeWhat''s on my mind and whats going through itCuz if I don't I'll probably suffocateWhy do you have so much hate towards meYou need some loving, babeGod I fuckin love you, I hate myself for falling in love with youJust to find out all I did was trouble youMy heart is aching, I'm medicated, I tried meditating,But nothing works, I don't even feel sedatedI wish you could feel what I feel for one secondI reckon you would jump out your window bare nakedFuck humiliation, you do anything to get me backOpinions wouldn't matter what they thoughtIin fact you would tell everyone to fuck themselves goodAnd do everything to have me if you could
I don't wanna say goodbyeBut sometimes things just don't go as we'd likeAll I wanna do is crySay my farewells, pack up and leave tonight