Where It All Ended
That night in the parking lotIt was late and we talked for hoursYou walked me to my carAnd I held my breath as you reached outAnd put your arms around me
That night at the airportYou told me all about the planesWe talked about our dreamsFears and insecuritesAnd that was the night I started falling for you
I'll never forget when you read my letterYou looked up with tears in your eyesAnd I kept quiet but my heart spoke out in my chest
She said please stayDon't leave, just stayDon't you remember what you said to me
You said you'll always be here, but now you're goneYou said it was forever, but I guess forever's not so longAnd I know people change their minds, but when it comes to youI don't think I'll ever change mine
You touch my hands as you lean in my windowAnd said be careful as I drove awayDid it scare you how much I caredIs that the reason that you couldn't stay
And I don't like sports but I know all his teamsAnd lately everything's reminding me of him
And now yesterday was your birthday and we barely talkedThis is the part where I'm supposed to move onSo I'll stay up late trying to distract myselfSo I don't fall asleep thinking of you
You stopped calling me sweet, you stopped calling at allAnd I got tired of fighting for you to stay,Cause you leave, that's what you doSo why would you say all these things to me
You said you'll always be here, but now you're goneYou said it was forever, but I guess forever's not so longAnd I know people change their minds, but when it comes to youI don't think I'll ever change mine
I'll go on long walks and work on keeping my mouth shut'Cause heaven forbid I slip up and say I miss you and ruin everythingCause we both know that I'm too much for you
And some nights I'll cry so hardAnd wonder if you can feel it all the way across townI hope you can
You told me I was specialAnd I thought you really meant itBut I was dead wrong
You said you'll always be here but now you're goneNow you're gone, oh you're gone, oh God
The worst part is knowing that you're out thereBut you don't think about me, you don't miss me like you used toAnd I hope you know this isn't what I wanted, I just wanted you
The worst part is knowing that you're out thereBut you don't want me, you don't need me like you used toI miss the old days, I miss your accentI miss hearing you talk about your family, I miss everything