Die Alone
I roll over and go to reach for you, you're goneThis bed's empty without youYou said you're moving onBut I'm having some trouble getting thereBut dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhereFuckin' Valentine's DayFuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhereMachete on the floor I smashed up everywhereYeah, how do I look?You fuckin' just let me here to die didn't you?Why didn't you respond yet?I've written you five or six different times andI'm gettin' sick and tired of always apologizing to youI didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me throughThis couldn't be true, we can't be overSo violets are blue, roses are redWhy is it everything I do I'm reminded of you?
Saw two white coffins in my dreams last nightI saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the lightSaw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never comin' backNow every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for youSo I'm findin' something the matter with themExcuse to not see anyoneUseless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocolI get bowled like bowling ballsNo calls and know to call to talk, forget what I want to sayDamnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangmanI'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreakIt's makin' me wanna blow out my brainsLike birthday cake candlesHang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistakeCan't escape the madnessTurn the radio on, I hate this sad songBut I can't even change the stationThe same one's playin' on eight channelsI lay awake in shambles I'm startin to hallucinateAnd I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakesIn caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I
Saw two white coffins in my dreams last nightI saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the lightSaw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
Give me one more, bottle for the painGive me one more for the memoriesGive me one more, I'll make it taste like a steakIt'll help alleviateIt'll soothe this acheOf trying to fakeThat she's really, she's really coming back
And it's been a while now, but I finally realize howMuch reality sucks, but it's just something about our loveI'm still with in denial now, dealing with the finality of itAnd it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spentAnd how I'll never hold you againAnd there ain't shit I can do about itNow my head is overcrowdedWith these tired memories and I can't seem to get you out itAnd how the fuck do you sleep comfortablyKnowing what you done did to me, huh?Did it even occur to you that I loved you, huh?Complete, madly, head over heels for youWas you and me, wants us to be together foreverIt was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dreamWe was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so muchWhen I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I
Saw two white coffins in my dreams last nightI saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the lightSaw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone