Abandoned
Sleepless in the nightI try to lose my faith in youSaying to myself,"You can't be the right one for me"
And now that you are goneI finally get a taste of freedomOnly problem is:I don't really want to be free
I don't wanna be abandonedI don't want to curse your nameI don't wanna feel the sadnessPretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your lettersI don't want to face the truthI don't wanna be abandonedI don't wanna waste my youth
You tried to suffocate with your pretenceAnd I believed in this shallow romanceI ran for cover but I couldn't hideAnd still you tried to get me to abide
You scratched me like a perfume adErasing all the feelings that I hadAnd all the time you faked this lonelinessCause you wouldn't see my twisted mess
I don't wanna be abandonedI don't want to curse your nameI don't wanna feel the sadnessPretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your lettersI don't want to face the truthI don't wanna be abandonedI don't wanna waste my youth