Darko Rundek "Stojim I Gledam Se Kako Postojim" lyrics

Stojim I Gledam Se Kako Postojim

Jedno dijete je zagrizlo jabuku izazovno gledajućiPsa, koji je s nerazumijevanjem okrenuo glavu i nePrimjetivši mačku, koja ga je vec neko vrijeme imalaNa oku i sad mekim pokretom preko svinutog stablaPrešla u dvorište

Stari čovjek izvrće Slobodnu dalmaciju našavši članakKoji ga zanima i bolje namješta naočale

Kroz prozor prvo izlijeće plahta a za njom rukeNeke možda mlade žene. Možda mlade žene

U kafiću su pojačali muziku

Ti imaš bijelu bluzu i crnu suknju i kosa ti je urednaMislio sam da je Borosana izumrla. Zamišljena si

Možda misliš na meneMožda nismo dovoljno paziliMožda si dobila

Sjećanje na dodir miješa se sa oštrim prisustvomPalminih grana i posebnom akustikom koju donosiŽuckast zrak toplog ranog sumraka i mirisom plastikeOd jeftinih igrački za plažu koje polagano pakirajuDnevni prodavači. Miješa se sa dodirom friške bijeleMajice na slanoj koži i naoštrenim bradavicama.Sa mirisom davno otopljenog sladoleda iz nedojedenihKorneta i papira iz kante pored sladoledarice uGornjem dijelu badekostimaI sa upijenim suncem koje zrači iz žgoljavih tijelaDva musava klinca koji se tu muvaju kao psi lutaliceU daljini prolazi brod cruiser na kojem kao da sePrprema bal. Na kojem kao da se priprema bal

A ja stojim i gledam se kako postojim

Ajmo večeras uzet barku od tvog starog i krenutiNa vesla kroz trag mjesečine prema velikom broduCruiseruTi već u večernjoj haljini ja već u taksiduTi si ponjela nakit od tvoje bakeTiho se šuljamo i popnemo se po onom štriku kojiVeže sidro za brod i umješamo se u gomiluGore već gore lampioni toči se šampanjac, a naNajvećoj palubi meksikanska kapela svira onu staruPjesmu na koju smo se zajedno ježili ti i ja draga.Draga? Aha.Popnemo se na podij, pjesma počinje i frajer sasombrerom pjeva:

cantando bajo la lunaYo se que la vida es sueñoEl sueno es quererEl sueno es morir

por eso quiero saberPorque me duelle tantoQue stas tan lejos

Lejos de mi alma,de mi cuerpoDe mi corazon

Si estarias a mi ladoNavegariamos tratranquilos por los sueňosMientras la luna en nuestra lagunaNo para de reir

a ja stojim i gledam te kako postojišI ti stojiš i gledas me kako postojim

e stoi i me veo existir

I stand and watch myself exist

A child took a bite of an apple with a provoking look on his faceA dog, turning his head unsympathetically all the while not noticingthe cat that had been staring at him all this timeand was now slowly crossing a bent table into the yard

An old man browsing through Slobodna Dalmacija (newspaper) finding the heading thatinterests him and readjusting his glasses.

Through a window a sheet proceeds a what might be a youngwoman's hand. perhaps a young woman'sI was under the impression Borosana was extinct. You are lost in thought

Perhaps you re thinking of mePerhaps we weren't careful enoughPerhaps you got it

The memory of a touch is mixed with a sharp presenceof palm leafs and a particular accounstic brought bythe yellowish air of an early nightfall and the scent of plasticcheap beachtoys that are slowly packed away by the dailysalespeople.All of this and the touch of a fresh white shirt ona salty skin and hard nipplesThe scent of melted ice cream from long unfinished ice cream cones and paperout of the ice cream place's bin.The top of a bikiniand the rays coming of skinny sun absorbed bodiestwo dirty faced kids hanging around here like stray dogsIN the distance a cruiser ship sails by looking as if it were prepared for a ball

And I m just standing watching myself exist.

Let's take out your old man's boat tonight and gopaddling trough moonlight towards the big cruiser shipYou, dressed in your evening gown and I, already in my tuxido.You brought your grandmother's jewellerySlowly we'll creep up and climb up on that ropethat ties the anchor to the boat and we ll just mingle in the crowdUpstairs the lanterns have already been lit and champagne is being poored andon the biggest deck a Mexican band is playing that oldsong that gave both of us goosebumps my darlingdarling?? Yeah.

We ll get up on stage, the song begins and a guywith a sombrero sings:

cantando bajo la lunaYo se que la vida es sueñoEl sueno es quererEl sueno es morir

por eso quiero saberPorque me duelle tantoQue stas tan lejos

Lejos de mi alma,de mi cuerpoDe mi corazon

Si estarias a mi ladoNavegariamos tratranquilos por los sueňosMientras la luna en nuestra lagunaNo para de reir

And I stand watching you existand u stand watching me exist

e stoi i me veo existir