Dorian (Spain) "Los Amigos Que Perdí" lyrics

Translation to: EN RO

Salí en busca del tiempo perdido
Siguiendo el rastro de un amanecer
Y me junte con gente sin medida
De la que nadie quiere conocer

Un loco me dio clases de estricnina
Un escritor me hablo de mal de honor
Un juez me absolvió de mi rutina
Y una flor me extirpó el dolor

Si quieres verme
Vas a tener que explorar
Esos desiertos que no puedo abandonar
Abrí una puerta que se cerró tras de mí
Y no me duelen los amigos que perdí

Me especialice en noches suicidas
Justo el día en que la conocí
Y confundí molinos con gigantes
Después de una semana sin dormir

Si quieres verme
Vas a tener que explorar
Esos desiertos que no puedo abandonar
Abrí una puerta que se cerró tras de mí
Y no me duelen los amigos que perdí

El miedo es un cuchillo afilado
La venganza una flecha clavada
No hay nada más inútil que el odio
No hay nada más doloroso que el rencor

Trato de salir de mi mente
Me esfuerzo por desaprender
Recorro el camino inverso
Busco el origen…
Busco algo ahí fuera…

Si quieres verme
Vas a tener que venir
A unos lugares que no puedo describir
Abrí una puerta que se cerró tras de mí
Y no me duelen los amigos que perdí

Si quieres verme
Vas a tener que asumir
Que hay ciertas cosas que me alejaran de ti
Abrí una puerta que se cerró cuando hui
Y he olvidado a los amigos que perdí

I went out looking for the lost time
Following the trail of dawn
And I joined people with no measure
That no one really wants to meet

A crazy man gave me classes of strychnine*
A writer talked me about Maldoror*
A judge acquitted me of my routine
And a flower removed my pain

If you wanna see me
You're gonna have to explore
Those deserts I can't abandon
I opened a door that closed behind me
And they don't hurt, the friends I lost.

I specialized in suicide nights
Just the day I met her
And I mistook windmills for giants
After a week without sleep

If you wanna see me
You're gonna have to explore
Those deserts I can't abandon
I opened a door that closed behind me
And they don't hurt, the friends I lost.

Fear is a sharp knife
Revenge is a stucked arrow
There's nothing more useless than hate
There's nothing more painful than rancor

I try to get out of my mind
I strive to unlearn
I walk the other way
I look for the origin
I look for something out there

If you wanna see me
You're gonna have to come
To some places I can't describe
I opened a door that closed behind me
And they don't hurt, the friends I lost.

If you wanna see me
You're gonna have to accept
That there are certain things that will take me away from you
I opened a door that closed when I ran away
And I've forgotten the friends I lost

*strychnine: is a highly toxic alkaloid used as a pesticide, particularly for killing birds and rodents. When inhaled, swallowed or absorbed through eyes or mouth, causes a poisoning which results in death through asphyxia.

*Maldoror: a figure of absolute evil who is opposed to God and humanity, and has renounced conventional morality and decency. It is the main character of the poetic novel "Les Chants de Maldoror"