履き馴れない靴のせい 今にも転んでしまいそう都会の日々に目がくらむ 新譜も聴く暇なくって寂しいのに独りよがり そのくせ誰かに会いくてもう分け分かんないからって そのままズルズルといける
それならいっそ ズルしちゃおっか なんて手札もないのに呟くそれでもずっと なんだかなって意味も持たない疑問符と一緒に吐きだした白い息は 届かないとこ 天国の扉を わりと強く叩いてる
ほんとは持て余してる けど充実していたいでしょ？スケジュールスタンプ押しまくり 子供の頃から変わらないそう むずかっている それだけ とっくに寝てなきゃだめなのに指先だけでいける世界 下へ下へと滑らせて
それならいっそ 流されちゃって 誰か私をそこらの畑でつかまえてそのあとだって 逆に火照って 独り遊びに興じてしまうのが常で濡れた指は 届かないとこ 扉のドアノブ 愛でるように探ってる
眠い眠い眠い眠いよ また５時間も昼寝しちゃった怖い怖い怖い怖いよ 眠れぬ夜に覆い被さった不安不安不安の帳 こんな感じでいいのかな嫌悪嫌悪嫌悪の日々 こんな私でいいのかな
Because of these shoes I'm not used to wearing even now it seems like I'll fall downDazzled by the city every day I'll waste my time listening to newly released recordsEven though it's lonely I'm satisfied being alone, with those habits I'll meet someoneIt's 'cause I don't know, that I'll keep on dragging myself
If that's the case, rather I think I'm gonna be sneaky, I mutter despite not having a bad handStill I always somehow get that way,Together releasing a question mark with no meaningMy white breath that can't reach, it comparatively knocks strongly on heaven's door
Truth is that it's too much, but don't you want to be fulfilled?Pushing and pushing down on the schedule stamps, nothing is changing since childhoodThat's right I'm crabby, even though for a while it's been no good without sleeping,With just my fingertips can the world go sliding down towards the bottom
If that's the case might as well shed some tears, and then someone caught me around the fieldsEven then feeling oppositely flushed, with playing alone and amusing myself is ordinaryMy damp finger that can't reach, like admiration searching at the doorknob
I'm sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy I've taken a nap again for 5 hoursI'm scared, scared, scared, scared I covered myself up on the sleepless nightsAnxiety, anxiety, notebooks full of anxiety, I wonder if these feelings are alrightHated, hated, hateful days I wonder if I am fine like this