Chaos & Piss

I thought that you were driving, but you've given me the wheelThere's rain clouds out there, that you don't wanna feelYour anger's like a razor blade, it's just too bloody realI thought that you would be here, no I just don't get itHey I also feel things more than I shouldI don't relax very often, as often as I couldI worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look goodBut I thought that you would be here, no I just don't get itAnd being clear gets too much for me, just like it does for youEven though I want to, I want to, I don't

I don't feel like calming down, no I don'tI don't feel like hiding out, so I won'tI can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in thisChaos and piss, watching the storm passingStorms are beautiful, right here it's beautiful

I came all this way to be with you, and you're already goneIf I was a good friend, I could write this wrongI'd kick away your crutches, make you walk on your ownI really thought you'd be here, I just don't get itThough it looks warm in the rabbit hole, I could go down with youEven though I want to, I want to, I won't

I don't feel like calming down, no I don'tI don't feel like hiding out, so I won'tI can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in thisChaos and piss, watching the storm passingIt's beautiful

I'm a willow tree, you can't blow me overAnd my roots go deep in angerI wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisonerI wanna be hereI wanna be here

No I don't feel like calming down, no I don'tI don't feel like hiding out, so I won'tI can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in thisChaos and piss, watching the storm passingStorms are beautiful, this life is beautifulIt is