Eleison
EleisonEleison
I spend my days in self-disdainAnd I feel so ashamedBecause I know that in the endI would do it over again
You'd betterYou'd better done it
I can no longer bear this cageThat you forged out of liesAnd I get stronger in my rageSay, can't you hear me cry?
You'd betterYou'd better done it
Why didn't you kill me?Why didn't you kill me when you could?Why didn't you set fire to my pyre?It would have been better if you had killed me there and then
Why d'you kick me in the stomach in your boots?I can neither breathe nor speakI try to protect my face with my handsBut we both know I'm too weak
You'd betterYou'd better done it
I don't know if you're still cutting meAnd if you know that it's in vainI don't know if you're still shouting at meCan't hear anymore, feel no pain
You'd betterYou'd better done itYou'd betterYou'd better done it
Why didn't you kill me?Why didn't you kill me when you could?Why didn't you set fire to my pyre?It would have been better if you had killed me there and then
Eleison, Eleison...
Why didn't you kill me?Why didn't you kill me when you could?Why didn't you set fire to my pyre?It would have been better if you had killed me there and then(x2)
Is it wet because you spit on meOr is it blood that I spat out?Will you stop just for a while?Please tell me do I still smile,Do I cry or am I laughing out loud?
I wonder if you're still cutting meAnd if you know that it's in vainIt doesn't matter that it hurtsI cannot understand the wordsNo matter how you cry or shout.I feel no painAnd I feel nothing but griefAnd the fear of seeing you leaveAnd the shame of knowing I would do it over again