Happy Hurts
Happy hurts sometimes, ohBlame it on the monsters in my mind, ohI've been getting better at slowly getting worse, ohWhat's wrong with me when happy hurts?Happy hurts
This on again, off again tempermental affectionFor my darling depression is making me go madI hear there's a fine line between crazy and sadBut I can't tell the difference up closeThere's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosedBut I don't need a piece of paper to tell me what I already knowI'm not alright, for tonight, can we let that be alright?Pick up the battle again in the morning light
And I'm fighting so hard to come out of the darkTrying to turn off the night, finally let in the lightTrying to make my misery just a piece of my historyA little less victim, a little more victory
Happy hurts sometimes, oh ohBlame it on the monsters in my mind, oh ohI keep getting better at slowly getting worse, ohWhat's wrong with me when happy hurts?Happy hurts
Today I feel okay guess it was all just in my headI just need to try harder I guessYeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alrightYeah, I'm alright for tonightCan we let the pain and the happy mixCan the two coexist? The beauty next to the messBecause I swear I have them both already beating in my chestIf that makes me crazy the numbers don't lieBut I don't call that crazy I call it being alive
And I'm fighting so hard to come out of the darkTrying to turn off the night, finally let in the lightTrying to make my misery just a piece of my historyA little less victim, please
Happy hurts sometimes, oh ohBlame it on the monsters in my mind, oh ohI keep getting better at slowly getting worse, ohWhat's wrong with me when happy hurts?Happy hurts
If I had to pick between the way that I amAnd the way that everybody else seems to pretendI wouldn't consider it, not for even a secondBetween psycho and sanity, it's not even a questionMy favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense,All the cracks in my skin they just let the light inMy favorite parts of myself make the least senseAll the cracks in my skin let the light in
Happy hurts sometimes, oh ohAll I want is the one thing I can't findI keep getting better at slowly getting worse, ohWhat's wrong with me when happy hurts?
What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, ohWhat's wrong with me when happy hurts?Happy hurts