Have What I Had
Listen upYou don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to youListen upYou probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true
You know I got a new man in my life butBeing with him is making me realize ohMaybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was
Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yoursKeep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymoreDon't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I gotIt ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to meBut he can't competeCause he ain't youThat's when I realizeBoy I can't even lieCause now I understandI'm never gonna have what I had
Have what I had [x8]
EnoughI coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the painAnd INever thought id be going through this again, ooh againYou put me through so much more than I could take butYou're the reality that I can't escape ohI'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok
Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yoursKeep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymoreDon't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I gotIt ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to meBut he can't competeCause he ain't youThat's when I realizeBoy I can't even lieCause now I understandI'm never gonna have what I had
Have what I had [x8]
I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boyAnd I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that voidEven though we've both moved on I know this much is trueI can't look you in the eyeAnd tell you that I'm not in love with you
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to meBut he can't competeCause he ain't youThat's when I realizeBoy I can't even lieCause now I understandI'm never gonna have what I had