Life Is Cinema
I don't know whyBut it's like I can't stay quietThis is my voiceI can't let it die inside meSee I'll be scared if there wasn't a riotPushing and pulling, grabbing some hairPuking and fucking up the sidewalkThis battle makes it interestingI abide desiresLike a dog pissing on the hydrantJust to spite the fireIt's not to be taken lightlyThe page is a set of eyelidsThe booth is an instrument that God createdTo record us trying to find himBut don't let the word throw you offReligion and spirit are two different plotsJust know that it's bigger than me and my egoWhen I'm flyinTake me higherI've got something to pray forPlease leave me when I'm guidedWho said that "Life is cinema"?This is epic, be presentI'm right here
Selfish, selfish, selfish me, yeah, me, yeahGirlfriend, break-up, new one, one-night stand, cheat, cheat, repeat thatDrug use, clean up, drug use, drug use, clean up, drug use, rehabFuck you, I suck dude, self-loathing, self-esteem, ego, then me againPut a soundtrack right in the middleA neverending quest to try and get fansThere you have the beginning, a middle and a really shitty endNah, give me a break through, can I get a montage, come on I need thatHumble me, give me a conflict, a hardship, let me break through this cementThey're gonna be so disappointed when they roll the credits andI realize that my movie sucked and I was the only one that could edit itWell the course, the chain of events, that would be the evidence, some say it's coincidenceI say I found something greater than myself and started accepting itAnd I can see, feel, taste and smell againAnd I'm the only one with the hammer to break this shell I'm inIt's gonna take me crackin' this mirror to finally be myself againMet my potential a long time ago and I'm not stopping til I resemble him
(I got soul but I'm not a soldier...)