Space-Dye Vest
Falling through pages of Martens on angelsFeeling my heart pull westI saw the future dressed as a strangerlove in a space-dye vest
Love is an act of blood and I'm bleedinga pool in the shape of a heartBeauty projection in the reflectionAlways the worst way to start
[Sample is Julian Sands from the film "A Room With A View".]"But he's the sort who can't knowanyone intimately, least of all awoman. He doesn't know what a womanis. He wants you for a possession,something to look at like a painting or an ivory box.Something to own and to display. He doesn't want you to be real,or to think or to live. He doesn't love you, but I love you.I want you to have your own thoughts and ideas andfeelings, even whenI hold you in my arms. It's our last chance... It's ourlast chance..."
Now that you're gone I'm trying to take itLearning to swallow the rageFound a new girl I think we can make itas long as she stays on the page
This is not how I want it to endAnd I'll never be open again
[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]"...I was gonna move out...ummm...get,get a job, get my own place, ummm,but... I go into the mall where Iwant to work and they tell me, I'm,I was too young..."
[Sample is Jim Hill from a news commentary about the OJ Simpson freeway chase.]"Some people, gave advice before,about facing the facts, aboutfacing reality. And this is, thiswithout a doubt, is his biggestchallenge ever. He's going to have to face it.You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and,uh, and, and, and get some help here. I mean no one cansay they know how he feels."
[Sample from the Conan O'Brien show.]"That, so they say that, in ya knowlike, Houston or something, you'dsay it's a hundred and eighty degrees,but it's a dry heat.In Houston they say that?Oh, maybe not. I'm all mixed up.Dry until they hit the swimming pool."
[Sample from "The Trouble With Evan", from the Canadian series "The Fifth Estate".]"...I get up with the sun... Listen.You have your own room to sleep in,I don't care what you do. I don'tcare when. That door gets locked,that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock.If you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'dbetter find someplace to sleep. Because you're not going to be a bum inthis house.Supper is ready..."
There's no one to take my blameif they wanted toThere's nothing to keep me saneand it's all the same to youThere's nowhere to set my aimso I'm everywhereNever come near me againdo you really think I need you
I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.
And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretendAnd I'll never be open againAnd I'll have no more dreams to defendAnd I'll never be open again