藏在肺裡的尖叫藏在骨頭和肌肉裡的沒有爆破前 毋庸置疑的都會揪緊成病曾經 乾燥的 都被潑濕膨脹後彈牙 多肉 黏膩多汁一個女人徒手拔掉滿頭黑髮在夢境的山稜線行走思念聚集成蚊蟲張開沒有焦點的瞳孔就像….快 張開沒有欲望的大腿我咬下去 你還是無動於衷嗎明明可以叫出來的呀沿著你的脊椎走我的手指 戳出一個冰涼的湖四處張望 無人看守暴露狂脫掉風衣 淚流滿面地 跳進去
計劃把你高潮的尖叫聲錄起 來卻發現剛剛按錯了鍵一去不復返 無能重複那時刻你躺著和逐漸冰冷的液體 撕扯著黏膩 透明 在我的手心開出具有彈性的花我覺得不夠 想從你身體裡擠出更多就在這個時候電話響起窗外的鹿群 飛奔離去 同時急遽消退 藍色的風 抹去世界邊緣的泡沫從你半開的雙眼繞過接起電話 靜默降臨剛醒來的情慾 在電話裡喘氣 尖叫我邊聽 邊把你的汗一滴滴舔掉
不能吼出來 那就吞下去
The screams that are buried in the lungsBuried in the bones and the musclesUnexploded, undeniableCram into a sicknessWhat used to be dry is now soddenSwollen, meaty, moist and juicyMy teeth are bouncing off itA woman pulls out the headful of black hair with her bare handsWalks along the mountain ridges in a dreamRemembrance swarms like mosquitosOpening up the unfocused eyesAs if… Quick, spread the legs without desire wideI take a bite, are you still unmovedYou can scream outTracing along your spineMy fingers created a cold lakeI look around, no one is guardingThe exhibitionist takes out his coatAnd jumps into it with tears on his face
I planned to record your scream as you reached orgasmBut then realize that I’ve pressed the wrong buttonThe moment has been lost, irretrievableYou lie thereStruggling with the body fluid that is getting coldSticky, transparent, elastic flowers in my palmI’m not satisfied; I want to squeeze more out of your bodyThe telephone rings at this momentA herd of deer run past the window and at the same timeBlue winds are dispelled so quickly, wiping out the foams on the margin of the worldEscaping from your half-opened eyesPicking up the phone, silence comesThe desire just awoken breathes and screams in the receiverAs I listen I lick away every drop of your sweat
If you can’t scream then swallow it down