Paid In Full
I was nowhere near ready when all it endedSo I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you
You gave me the chance, time and again, in vainNow my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in fullBreak the chain, but no longer can I take the pain
It's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weakSo I can only blame myself for this state we are inI will take what you have for me now, if it's not too lateDid you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain
It's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
I need you less and lessEvery day fix this moral decayYet I have grown to love you even more
I fall back, and I turn another cheek.You mouth the words you're not ready to speakYou're scared of me now; no I never had a clueThat I'd become so much stronger than you.
I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late
If you like I will leave, I will not miss the last train again
It's hard for me to love myself right now,I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you...
It's hard for me to love your face right nowI'm waiting, hating, needing being me
I need you less and less andEvery day leads us farther awayFrom that moment
It's hard for me to hate myself right nowFinally I'm understanding meOne day we may have whole new me's and you'sBut first I need to learn to love me too....