It's A Bitch To Grow Up
It's been 10 years of investmentIt's been one foot in and one outIt's been 4 days of all to shitAnd I feel snuffed out
It's been 33 years of restrainingOf trying to control this tumultHow I did invest in such fantasyBut my nervous system has worn out
I feel done, I feel raked over coalsand all that remains is the caseThat it's a bitch to grow up
I've repeated this dance ad nauseum1There's still something to learn that I've notI'm told to see this as divine perfectionBut my bones don't feel this perfection
I feel done, I feel raked over coalsand all that remains is the caseThat it's a bitch to grow up
I've spent life hovering above bottomThinking I can't survive what's belowBut I've known through the kicking and screamingThat there was no other direction to go
I feel done, I feel raked over coalsand all that remains is the caseThat it's a bitch to grow up