Havoc
Just when I thoughtI had handles on thisI could soften my guard behind false confidence
Just when I feltHumble pie insipidExempt from this blind-side and firmly in its gripCause I am seduced by reaction and under the influenceI'm slipping againI'm up to old tricks off my wagonI have no defense I'mWreaking havocWreaking havoc and consequence
I get reduced by my own willfulness asI reach for my usual God replacementsCause I am rich with sanction and lax in my steps
I'm slipping againI'm up to old tricks off my wagonI have no defense I'mWreaking havocWreaking havoc and consequence
If forgiveness is understandingThen I offer mea culpa for the millionth timeFrom this toppling house of cards of mine
I am beaten by my impulsivenessBy this uncanny foreshadowing of regretCause I'm repulsed by restriction at least that's my excuse
I'm slipping againI'm up to old tricks off my wagonI have no defense I'mWreaking havocWreaking havoc and consequence
I'm slipping againI'm up to old tricks off my wagonI have no defenseI'm wreaking havocWreaking havoc and consequence