Teoman "En Güzel Hikâyem" lyrics

En Güzel Hikâyem

kulaklarım patlıyor sessizliğindenyorgunluğundanölüyorumsinekler yapışıyor vücudumagitmiyorlaryayılıyor kanlarıvurduğumdadenizi araladım geçtimbir aşktanattım kum torbalarımıdöktüm yapraklarıama uzandın tenimehissettimterim aktı parmak aralarındanbazen , ne yaparsan yap olmuyorkanım hızlanıyor bazendamarlarımdakan çanakları aynadalevham boynumdabir yapbozu tamamlarkenbakıyorumbüyük parçan eksikkalbin olduğubazen bir vücudu sarıyorumbanıp parmağımıtadına bakıpgözümü sevmeye karartıpyapamıyorumbazen...

acı bir tat kalıyorağzımdabazen yutupunutupbazen tükürüyorumbazen ayılıpuyanıp bir nefesle yanımdaadı yoksırtı var bana dönükbüküksoğuğa çeviriyorum suyuağlıyorumbakıp içineayılamayıp anlayamıyorumbazen..

derimin altındabaşarılı ayrılık notlarıyazılmış , çöpe atılmışintihar mektuplarıvuruyorum sokaklara bedenimihayallerehayatımı yine omuzlarımaacımı alsınlar diye sığınıpkurtaracak kadınlara15 dakkamıbazen..

bittizor oldu ama bittiyapamadım benimbaşka bir kalbibedenin zayıftı, kalbin güçlüydübelkiharitası ama çoksiliktisert bir şeydi iliklerimdeaşkdayandım , ittimsığmadı , kanırmadı girmediamasıktım pis kanıakıttım yaramdaniyileştirmeye yaladımgeçmiştisankisoktum neşteri göğsümeinanmaya halim kalmadıdiyebittizor oldu ama bittibazen..

korkmabilirim acıyıtedaviyiimkansızlığın kekremsi tadınıdün insanlara baktımkendi kirli camımdanterkedilmişler çoktanyaradantarafından

ben kesilene kadar yüzdüm amagörünmeyince karanbıraktım kendimi battımbir taş gibiyanmıştı , çizilmişti amasayrettim ağlayaraksabredipçok sevdiğim bir filmiartık yalnız senin içinüzülüyorumbittizor oldu amabitti

benim de zaten hiç gücüm yokyüzüm yok hiçumudum yokama bil kifarklı bir hayaldiişkenceydi bazenbazen çok güzeldiama anlıyorum sesindenkurtulmuşsunsennokta konmuş bitmişen güzel hikayem

My Most Beautiful Story

My ears are exploding from the quietness,I'm dying from the tiredness.Flies are clinging to my body, They aren't going...When I hit them, blood is spreading.I seperated the sea, I passed from a love,I threw my sand pouch, I touched leaves...but it's as if you've laid down, I felt my skinand my sweat flowed amongst my fingers.

Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.

My blood is speeding up in my veins from time to time,My signs are in my neck, the blood plates in the mirror.I'm looking while a jigsaw puzzle is being completed...Your heart became a big part that was made incomplete.Sometimes I'm enwrapped to a body.Dip into my finger, look at the savour,my eyes aren't trying to make love dim out.

Sometimes, whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.Sometimes, whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.

A bitter taste is staying in my mouth.Sometimes I swallow, forget, then I spit it out.Sometimes I realize the facts, wake up, with a breath by my side...it has no name, it has a ridgeTo me it's curved, and it's twisted.I'm turning to cold, I'm crying for water,Look inside..I'm not sobering up, and I'm not understanding.

Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.

Underneath my skin, successful parting notes were written.Suicidal notes were tossed.I'm hitting the streets, my body is to it's imaginings, my life is again on my shoulders.My pain will take refuge and break free of women so that it will go away...is it 15 minutes?sometimes..

Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.Sometimes, Whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.

It's over.It was hard, but it's over.I could not create another heart.your body was skinny, perhaps you had a strong heart.It is a map, but it was so dull...It was a rough thing having love in my bone marrow,I endured it; I pushed and it didnt fit, It didnt force back and it didn't enterbut I squeezed and dirty bloodpoured from my woundsTo improve it I licked it, Like it had passedthen I slide a knife into my chestbecause my condition to believe didnt stay...It's over. It was hard, but it's over.

Sometimes, whatever you do, it doesn't happen, Sometimes.Sometimes, whatever you do, It doesn't happen, Sometimes.

Don't be scared, I know hurt, and treatmentImpossibleness' sour tasteYesterday I looked at people, one's own grime from my mosqueThey were abandoned from their wounds.

Untill you interrupted me, I swam butwhen you weren't looking, I left a decision to myselfI sank like a rock...It burned, It was crossed out, but by crying I watched patientlya film that I loved so muchNow, for you alone I'm sad.It's over. It was hard, but it's over.

I already have no strength,I have no face, I have no hope,but know that it was quite a different fantasy.It was torture, occasionally it was beautifulbut I understand from your voiceyou got awaythe stop was entered, it endedmy most beautiful story...

That was hard, I tried my best Enjoy.