Self-Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time todayAnd practiced all the things I would sayBut she came overI lost my nerveI took her back and made her dessertNow I know I'm being usedThat's okay man cause I like the abuseI know she's playing with meThat's okay cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at nightI wait till 2 then I turn out the lightAll this rejection's got me so lowIf she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only meThen I wonder why she sleeps with my friendsWhen she's saying that I'm like a diseaseThen I wonder how much more I can spendWell I guess I should stick up for myselfBut I really think it's better this wayThe more you sufferThe more it shows you really careRight? Yeah yeah yeah
Now I'll relate this little bitThat happens more than I'd like to admitLate at night she knocks on my doorDrunk again and looking to scoreNow I know I should say noBut that's kind of hard when she's ready to goI may be dumbBut I'm not a dweebI'm just a sucker with no self esteem
When she's saying, oh, that she wants only meThen I wonder why she sleeps with my friendsWhen she's saying, oh, that I'm like a diseaseThen I wonder how much more I can spendWell I guess I should stick up for myselfBut I really think it's better this wayThe more you sufferThe more it shows you really careRight? Yeah-eh-eh