Art of life
Desert RoseWhy do you live aloneIf you are sadI'll make you leave this lifeAre you white, blue or bloody redAll I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
The winds of timeYou knock me to the groundI'm dying of thirstI wanna run awayI don't know how to set me free to liveMy mind cries out feeling pain
I've been roaming to find myselfHow long have I been feeling endless hurtFalling down, rain flows into my heartIn the pain I'm waiting for youCan't go backNo place to go back toLife is lost, Flowers fallIf it's all dreamsNow wake me upIf it's all realJust kill me
I'm making the wall inside my heartI don't wanna let my emotions get outIt scares me to look at the worldDon't want to find myself lost in your eyesI tried to drown my past in greyI never wanna feel more painRan away from you without saying any wordsWhat I don't wanna lose is love
Through my eyesTime goes by like tearsMy emotion's losing the color of lifeKill my heartRelease all my painI'm shouting out loudInsanity takes hold over me
Turning away from the wallNothing I can seeThe scream deep insideReflecting another person in my heartHe calls me from within"All existence you see before youMust be wiped out :Dream, Reality, Memories,And Yourself"
I begin to lose control of myselfMy lust is so blind, destroys my mindNobody can stop my turning to madnessNo matter how you try to hold me in your heartWhy do you wanna raise these wallsI don't know the meaning of hatredMy brain gets blown away hearing words of liesI only want to hold your love
Stab the dolls filled with hateWash yourself with their bloodDrive into the raging current of timeSwing your murderous weapon into the belly"the earth"Shout and start creating confusionShed your blood for pleasureAnd what? For love?What am I supposed to do?
I believe in the madness called "Now"Past and future prison my heartTime is blindBut I wanna trace my loveOn the wall of time, over pain in my heartArt of lifeInsane blade stabbing dreamsTry to break all truth nowBut I can't heal this broken heart in painCannot start to live, Cannot end my lifeKeep on crying
Close my eyesTime breathes I can hearAll love and sadnessMelt in my heart
Dry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my lifeOutside my walls
You can't draw a picture of yesterday, soYou're painting your heart with your bloodYou can't say "No"Only turning the wheel of timeWith a rope around your neckYou build a wall of morality and take a breathFrom between the bricksYou make up imaginary enemies and are chased by themYou're trying to commit suicideYou're satisfied with your prologueNow you're painting your first chapter blackYou are putting the scraps of life togetherAnd trying to make an asylum for yourselfYou're hitting a bell at the edge of the stageAndYou are trying to kill me
I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live, Do I try to loveIn my dream
I'm breaking the wall inside my heartI just wanna let my emotions get outNobody can stopI'm running to freedomNo matter how you try to hold me in your worldLike a doll carried by the flow of timeI sacrificed the present moment for the futureI was in chains of memory half-blindedLosing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
Close my eyesRose breathes I can hearAll love and sadness melt in my heartDry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my lifeOutside my mind
Dreams can make me madI can't leave my dreamI can't stop myselfDon't know what I amWhat lies are truth?What truths are lies?
I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live? Do I try to love?
Art of lifeAn Eternal Bleeding heartYou never wanna breathe your lastWanna liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I'm feeling forA Rose is breathing loveIn my life