Breaking the Habit
Memories consume like opening the woundsI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start againI don't want to be the one the battles always chooseCuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to scream...I don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't mean...I don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alright...So I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much more than any time beforeI have no options left againI don't want to be the one the battles always chooseCuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to scream...I don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't mean...I don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alright...So I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the wallsCause I'm the one at faultI'll never fight againand this is how it ends...
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to scream...But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...I don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alright...So I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonight