Off The Waggon
Wakin’ up bad, I’m sick in my headI’m blinded by the lightMy eyes are red, I’m officially deadSo how are you doing Otherside?All the frustration’s just imaginationMy mind plays tricks on meIt’s bringing me down as it goes aroundI’m not what I used to be
That’s a way of bad thinking what keeps me alone in a nightmareGet even more lost in drinking until it sedates my mindParanoia’s calling, it brings the noise in silenceYou can watch me falling off the wagon all the time
I look ironic but I’m just neuroticSo take me to rehabI’m so confused, my mind is unusedIt seems so tangled webMy blood forgot the way to my brainIt makes me paralyzedFaded by sorrow, my place grows narrowBad dreams realized
I’m drifted awayI’m gone insaneAnd I’ll be strung out everydayFall into peacesIn the crisisIt’s getting stronger day by dayDrowned by a slayerLike a sailorIn the melancholy’s boozeCan’t find the reasonIn mind’s prisonMy solitary’s solitude