This Is My Version

Four in the morning, staring at the ceilingOn my own, like I was last weekendYou left and I guess you had your reasonsGuess you had your reasons, yeahI said things and I didn't really mean themKept going till I saw your heart bleedingRuining the only thing I ever believed inEver believed in, yeah

And even though you're goneI'm gonna pretend there's nothing wrongI'm fucking every girl that comes alongAnything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh

This is my version of heartbreakThis is how I get over youI don't wanna feelI don't wanna feelThis is my version of heartbreakAnd it's all I know how to doI don't wanna feel like this anymoreThis is my version of a heartbreak

Clothes on the floor, yeah and the beds all mineAnd staying out 'till the sun starts risingFree as a bird but I'm still not flyingGod, I'm trying, yeah

And even though you're goneI'm telling everyone there's nothing wrongUntil I can believe you're not the oneAnything is better than to face up to reality, oh oh