My Hands
I wake in the morningTired of sleepingGet in the showerAnd make my bed alone
I put on my makeupTalking to the mirrorReady for a new dayWithout you
And I walk steady on my feetI talk my voice obeys meI go out at nightSleep without the lightsAnd I do all of the thingsI have to keeping you off my mindBut when I think I'll be alrightI am always wrong 'cause
My handsDon't wanna start againMy handsNo they don't wanna understandMy handsThey just shake and try to breakWhatever peace I may find
My handsThey only agree to holdYour handsAnd they don't wanna be withoutYour handsAnd they will not let me goNo they will not let me go
I talk about you nowAnd go a day without cryingI go out with my friends nowI stay home all alone
And I don't see you everywhereI can say your name easilyI laugh a bit louderWithout you
And I see different shades nowAnd I'm almost never afraid nowBut when I think I'll be okayI am always wrong 'cause
My handsDon't wanna start againMy handsNo they don't wanna understandMy handsThey just shake and try to breakWhatever peace I may find
My handsThey only agree to holdYour handsAnd they don't wanna be withoutYour handsAnd they will not let me goNo they will not let me go
Sometimes I wake, I see them reaching out for youQuietly breaking whatever shieldsI spent so long building upI cannot fake, 'cause when they cry I'm unspokenThey miss holding my baby
My handsNo they don't wanna understandThey just shake and try to breakWhatever peace I may find
My handsYour handsThey don't want to be withoutYour handsThey will not let me goNo they will not let me go
My handsThey don't wanna start againMy handsNo they don't wanna understandMy handsThey just shake and try to breakWhatever peace I may find
My handsThey only agree to holdYour handsAnd they don't wanna be withoutYour handsAnd they will not let me goNo they will not let me goNo they will not let me go