Would Not Come
If I make a lot of tinsel, then people will want to!If I am hardened, no fear of further abandonment.And if I am famous, then maybe I'll feel good in this skin!And if I am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect.
And I... would throw a party!Still, it would not come.I... would bike, run, swim!!!And still it would not come.I'd... go traveling!And still it would not come.I... would starve myself!!!And still it would not come.
If I am masculine, I will be taken more seriously!And if I take a break, it would make me irresponsible.If I'm elusive, I will surely be sought after often!If I need assistance, then I must be incapable.
And I'd... be filthy rich!And still it would not come.I... would seduce them!And still it would not come.I... would drink vodka!!!And still it would not come.I'd... have an orgasm!And still it would not come.
If I accumulate knowledge, I'll be impenetrable!And if I am aloof, no-one will know when they strike a nerve.If I keep my mouth shut, the boat will not have to be rocked!If I am vulnerable, I will be trampled upon.
And I... would go shopping!And still it would not come.I'd... leave the country!!!And still it would not come.I... would scream and rebel!And still it would not come.I... would stuff my face!!!And still it would not come.
I'd... be productive!!!And still it would not come.I'd... be celebrated!Still, it would not come.I'd... be the hero!And still it would not come.I'd... renunciate!And still it would not come.