Waiting For The Day To End

With the blade in my heart I'm stumblingI'm melting into the groundWhile the walls around are crumblingI don't want to rest 'til I'm foundFighting against emptiness and confidence inside of meAnd a broken mirror shows me what I am supposed to see

And I thought I'm crying tears, but blood is pouring down from my eyesBut no matter how I feel I can't respond to their liesI don't need these souvenirs to remind me of the bygone timeAnd however much I try to forgetI can't get rid of their grime(I hold my breath)I can't get rid of their grime(I hold my breath)

And the weights on my feet drag meDown to the bottom of the seaBut it looks so peaceful here and I can't speak to raise a pleaEverything I tried to see and to find again and to undo my faultsWas never worth the strain, there's nothing left I could exault

And I thought about dying safely, but as always there's no guaranteeWhatever they say I still deny and disagreeThe words and sentimentsAnd I'm still standing in-betweenBut my innermost thoughts remain unseen

So I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this timeWith all doubts and dissent in my headI'm waiting – waiting for the day to endSo I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this timeWith all doubts and dissent in my headI'm waiting – waiting for the day to end

And the storm was silent thunderPoison runs through my veinsDon't need another aching wonderI'm already almost slainDismissing the consequences and one-way chances, 'cause it's not goodSome call it fate, some always say they feel misunderstood

And I know I cry no tears, 'cause blood is pouring down from my eyesBut you'll never guess my thoughts, you can't see through my disguiseI don't need more injuries to remind me of a former lifeYou cannot stop me anymore, however much you strive

Zeraphine "Waiting For The Day To End" letra

Waiting For The Day To End