If Winter Ends
I dreamt of a fever,One that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heartWith heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry on
Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to followBut I swear that I would follow anythingJust get me out of here
But you get six months to adaptAnd you get two more to leave townAnd in the event that you do adaptWe still might not want you around
But I fell for the promise of a life with a purposeBut I know that that's impossible nowAnd so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memoriesCause I just can't think anymore about thatOr about her tonight
And I give myself three days to feel better or else ISwear I'll drive right off a fucking cliffBecause if I can't learn to make myself feel betterHow can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
And I scream for the sunlightOr a car to take me anywhere.Just get me passed this dead and eternal snow
Cause I swear that I'm dyingSlowly, but it's happeningAnd if the perfect spring is waiting somewhereJust take me thereJust take me thereJust take me thereAnd say and lie to me and say and lie to me and sayIt's gonna be alright