Talkin' 2 Myself
Ayo Before I start this song manI just want to thank everybody for being so patientAnd bearing with me over these last couple of yearsWhile I figure this shit out
[Chorus - Kobe]Is anybody out there?It feels like I’m talkin to myselfNo one seems to know my struggleAnd everything I come fromCan anybody hear me?I guess I keep talkin to myselfIt feels like I’m going insaneAm I the one whose crazy?
[Bridge - Eminem]So why in the world do I feel so aloneNobody but me, I’m on my ownIs there anyone out thereWho feels the way I feelIf there is then let me in so I know that I’m not the only one
[Eminem]I went away I guess to open up some lanesBut there was no one who even knew I was going through growing painsHatred was flowing through my veinsOn the verge of going insaneI almost made a song dissin Lil WayneIt’s like I was jealous of him cause of the attention he was gettin’I felt horrible about myselfHe was spittin and I wasn’tAnyone who was buzzin back then coulda got itAlmost went at Kanye tooGod it feels like I’m goin’ psychoticThank god that I didn’t do itI would have had my ass handed to meAnd I knew it but Proof wasn’t here to see me through itI’m in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into itAre you stupid? You gonna start dissin people for no reason?Especially when you can’t even write a decent punchline evenYou’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denyingYour health is declining with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
[Chorus - Kobe]
[Bridge - Eminem]
[Eminem]Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bitter pill to swallowAll I know is I’m wallowin’, self- loathing and hollowBottoms up of pill bottle maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrowBut I must be talkin to the wall thoughI don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself)But all these other rappers suck is all that I knowI’ve turned into a hater, I’ve put up a false bravadoBut Marshall is not an egomaniac that’s not his mottoHe’s not a desperado he’s desperate his thoughts are bottled inside himOne foot on the brake one on the throttleFallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mcdonald’sBut instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about itAdmit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enoughIt isn’t them it’s you, you fuckin babyQuit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shadyI’m fucking going crazy
[Chorus - Kobe]
[Bridge - Eminem]
[Eminem]So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin swam before I drownedHit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time aroundIt’s different them last two albums didn’t countEncore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em outI’ve come up to make it up to you no more fucking aroundI’ve got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em downSo please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normalI feel like me again,Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t knowThe new me’s back to the old me and homie I don’t show noSigns of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no moMy life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homosI’m back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head upTI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head upDon’t let up, keep slayin emRest in Peace to DJ AMCause I know what it’s likeI struggle with this shit every single day
[Chorus - Kobe]
[Bridge - Eminem]