Fadi Andraos "Hayda Mesh Ana (هيدا مش أنا)" lyrics

Hayda Mesh Ana (هيدا مش أنا)

بقسى انا ببكيكىمرتاحه ما بخليكىكل لحظه بجرح فيكىو ما بتعب انا

كذاب و بعرف حالىكل لحظه عايش حالىبعرف ما عندى غالىو بحبك انا

تعبانه بعرف صرتىلكن ما يوم بعدتىهيدا لانو فهمتى غرامى اناانتى الوحيده قدرتىما شافوا غيرك شفتىبحبك لانو عرفتىهيدا مش انا

جرح الهوا اللى فيىاثر اكيد علىنسانى شو الحنيهو غيرنى انا

بجرحى انا قبلتينىضايع انا عرفتينىضليتك تداوينىتارجع انا

تعبانه بعرف صرتىلكن ما يوم بعدتىهيدا لانو فهمتى غرامى اناانتى الوحيده قدرتىما شافوا غيرك شفتىبحبك لانو عرفتىهيدا مش انا

Hayda Mesh Ana

I become cruel and make you cry

I never let you know peace

Every moment I hurt you

And I never get tired of it

I'm a liar and I know myself

Every moment I live

As if there are none precious to me

And I love you

I know you're worn out

But you never gave up

That's because you understand my love

You are the only one who was able

Others have not seen what you've seen

I love you because you understand that this is not me

The scars of love that are in me

Have definitely shaped who I am

It made me forget what is affection/tenderness

And has changed me

With my wounds you met me

You know I am lost

You kept on curing me so I can go back to my old self