Agust D "The Last" lyrics

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The Last

잘 나가는 아이돌 랩퍼 그 이면에나약한 자신이 서 있어 조금 위험해우울증 강박 때때로 다시금 도져hell no 어쩌면 그게 내 본 모습일 지도 몰라

damn huh 현실의 괴리감이상과의 갈등 아프네 머리가대인기피증이 생겨 버린 게 18살쯤그래 그때쯤 내 정신은 점점 오염 돼

가끔씩 나도 내가 무서워 자기 혐오와다시 놀러 와 버린 우울증 덕분에이미 민윤기는 죽었어 (내가 죽였어)죽은 열정과 남과 비교하는 게 나의 일상이 되 버린 지 오래

정신과를 처음 간 날 부모님이 올라와같이 상담을 받았지 부모님 왈 날 잘 몰라나 자신도 날 잘 몰라 그렇다면 누가 알까친구? 아님 너? 그 누구도 날 잘 몰라

의사 선생님이 내게 물었어주저 없이 나는 말했어 그런 적 있다고

버릇처럼 하는 말 uh i don't give a shit i don't give a fuck그딴 말들 전부다 uh 나약한 날 숨기려 하는 말지우고픈 그때 그래 기억 조차 나지 않는 어느 공연하는 날사람들이 무서워 화장실에 숨어 버린 나를 마주 하던 나

그때 난 그때 난성공이 다 보상할 줄 알았지근데 말야 근데 말야시간이 지날 수록 괴물이 되는 기분야

청춘과 맞바꾼 나의 성공이란 괴물은 더욱 큰 부를 원해무기였던 욕심이 되려 날 집어 삼키고 망치며 때론 목줄을 거네어떤 이들은 내 입을 틀어 막으며 선악과를 삼키라 해i don't want it 그들은 내가 이 동산에서 나가길 원하네

shit shit 알겠으니까 제발 그만해이 모든 일들의 근원은 나니까 나 스스로 그만둘게내 불행이 니들의 행복이라면 기꺼이 불행 해줄게증오의 대상이 나라면 기요틴에 올라서 줄게

상상만 하던 것이 현실이 돼 어릴 적 꿈이 내 눈앞에꼴랑 두 명 앞에 공연하던 좆밥 이젠 도쿄돔이 내 코앞에한번 사는 인생 누구보다 화끈하게 대충 사는 건 아무나 해my fan my hommie my fam 걱정 말길 나 이젠 정말 괜찮아 damn

내 본질을 부정했던 게 수 차례내 주소는 아이돌 부정은 안 해수 차례 정신을 파고들던 고뇌방황의 끝 정답은 없었네

팔아먹었다고 생각 했던 자존심이 이젠 나의 자긍심 돼내 fan들아 떳떳이 고개들길 누가 나만큼 해 uh

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는 수 만 명들의 고개show me the money 못 한게 아니라 안 한 거라고 shit우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게 아니라 못 한 거라고 shit내 창작의 뿌리는 한 세상 단맛 쓴맛 똥맛까지 다 봤지화장실 바닥에 잠을 청하던 그땐 이젠 내게 추억이네 uh 추억이 돼배달 알바 중 났던 사고 덕분에 시발 박살이 났던 어깨부여잡고 했던 데뷔 너네가 누구 앞에서 고생한 척들을 해

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는 수 만 명들의 고개한이 낳은 나 uh 똑똑히 나를 봐 uh우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게 아니라 못 한 거라고 shit

The Last

Behind every idol rapper who succedsThere's a weak self standing, it's a little dangerousI fall sometimes again into depression and compulsionhell no, anyway I dont even know if that's te real me

damn huh reality's separationThe conflict I've mentioned, it hurts your headIt was around 18 when my social phobia beganYeah, that's right around that time my mental state became polluted

Sometimes I'm afraid of myself, thanks to my self-hatredAnd the depression that came to play againMin Yoongi is already dead (I killed him)It's been a long time since my everyday life became killing my passions and comparing myself with ohters

My parents came up the first time I went to the psychiatristThey gıt counseling with me, they said they hardly knew meI don't even know my own self, so who can know me?Friends? no,you? whoever it is, they don't know me

The doctor asked meI said unhesitatingly that I'd been like that before

A world said like habit, oh, I don't give a sht, i don't give a fckThose words are all words I use to hide my weak selfThat time I want to erase, that's right, the memories i want to erase of that day I had that concertI was afraid pf people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself

At that time I , at that time II thought I could compensate for successBut here's the thing, but here's the thingAs time passes by, it feels like I'm becoming a monster

My monster named success that I traded my youth for, he wants a bigger wealthThe greed that was my weapon, it devours me and sometimes it collars meThese things turn on my mouth, if I block it, he tells me to eat from the tree of knowledgeI don't want it , they want me to leave this hill

sht sht, I get it, please stopThe cause of all these issues is me, I'll quit in returnIf my misfortune is your happiness than I'll be unhappyIf the target of your loathing is me then I'll go up on the guillotine

The things I only imagined are becoming reality, my childhood dream is in front of my eyesThe taste of performing in front of only two people, now Tokyo Dome is in front of my noseLiving this one time life more brightly than anyone, try saying I'm living roughlyMy fan my hommie my fam, don't worry, I'm really okay now, damn

The things that corrupted my essence are numerousMy address is idol, I won' be corruptedThe agony that dug at my mental stateIt's the end of wandering, there was no right answer

My self-esteem that said I'd betrayed myself is now my own prideMy fans honorably bow their heads, someone try as much as me, uh

From Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics StadiumThe heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my handIt's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shtIt's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, shtThis world sprinkled with my creations, I've tasted sweetness and bitterness and even shtFrom that time when I tried to sleep on the floor of a bathroom, now it's a memory to me, it's become a memoryThe shoulder that was crushed because of an accident during my delivery jobThe debut that I clutched onto, you guys just pretend like you've suffered

From Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics StadiumThe heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my handIt's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shtIt's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, sht

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