Why
(I asked you a question)I feel a rise burning in the back of my headIf she could kill me with a look, I'd already be deadExcited at the thought of possibly two in my bedI said some shit that I instantly regretted I saidI hid my deception with absolute discretionWanted to turn around and give up an accidental confessionI turned to look at her and she's just standin' thereFacial expression says it all, war has been declared
She said, is there anything you wanna tell me?I'm standin' there with my head down and I'm thinkin'Oh no, here we goWhat the hell was I thinkin'? Man I wish I was drinkin'So I could blame it on the liquor, why did I paint the picture?Why did I think it was something that she wouldn't even consider?Now I'm avoidin' eye contact as if I owe her moneyTryna laugh it off, clearly she don't think it's funny
And then she stepped to me, comin' so steadyLooked at me like she knew alreadyI betrayed her trust, it weighs heavyOn my head, and then she saidWhy can't I be loved?Why can't I feel love?Why am I not worthy ofOh why can't I feel love?
All she wanted was somethin' real, somethin' trueWith tears in her eyes she said, "I believed in you"I said, "Please don't leave, please don't go away"She said, "You broke my heart. How could I stay?"It'd be a year before I'd see integrity again(Over there, they said he's over thereI see him, there he isNe-Yo! Is this dude... what are you doing?Bruh don't you know you got a show in.. 10 minutes from now?You drinking before.. what is you doing?)Relax, I'm not drunk. Guess who I ran into today