Next Day
Inevitably I wake up andCheck the phone next to my headI take a deep breath andFor awhile try to recallWhat happened the night beforeThen I take another deep breath
About what I had saidAnd if I made you uncomfortableI held onto you, though you said you hate meI can only remember saying i miss you,And calling out the name that caused me pain
If only I could clean out my heartIncluding every dustOf memories with youYou’re like a severe addiction
Is my head broken?Is my heart drunk?Unsteadily I search and all I can findIs my world where you used to live
I dial the number to apologize about last nightBut I keep hanging up out ofFear that you will actually answer
I hesitate,But then I get the courage and wait,Only a minute passes but it feels like a year
Just want to say I’m sorryTo say I won’t ever do that againYou, on the other side of the phoneWhether you’re busy, or just ignoring meYou seem so far away
If only I could clean out my heartIncluding every dustOf memories with youYou’re like a severe addiction
Is my head broken?Is my heart drunk?Unsteadily I search and all I can findIs my world where you used to live
Those sweet memories brutallySpread through my body like poison,Driving me crazy
If only I couldn’t rememberThe day we met and I fell in loveBeing like this againBy myself is tiresome
My head only memorizes youMy chest only wants to hold youMy body won’t leave you for one secondWhat can I do… what can i do… what can i do…What can I do?