Monologue in Loneliness
I want to demolish everythingMaybe nothing will be hidden when I put it into wordsBut I can’t say anything because it feels like someone’s waiting to hurt us the moment we open our mouthsEven by myself fear keeps everything inside, I realize I’m composing a monologue in loneliness
How do we struggle?Sometimes we come to hate those depictions of the past we follow aroundI want to see my existence from a distance after rejecting it!Is the “me” I’ve hidden away visible at all?
I want to demolish everything!Maybe nothing will be hidden when I put it into wordsBut I can’t say anything because it feels like someone’s waiting to hurt us the moment we open our mouths!Even by myself fear keeps everything inside, I realize I’m composing a monologue in loneliness!
Clouds, the inner part of a vast blue sky,They’re passing by without us realizing it!We’re done consuming hard-nosed disputesDemand the dessert that’s not on the menu
What’s your favorite food, everyone!?Wash off your body’s violationsEven though good things have been spoilt to their endWe won’t consider stopping! We’ll stir up those who’re rotting away!No need to be afraid when we cross on a red light together!
I don’t think I will stop it soonBecause of youThere’s nothing I fear, I’ve got a ton of spearsThey’ll strike you down!
I want to demolish everything!Maybe nothing will be hidden when I put it into wordsBut I can’t say anything because it feels like someone’s waiting to hurt us the moment we open our mouths!Even by myself fear keeps everything inside, I realize I’m composing a monologue in loneliness!