Unlovable
Are my lips unkissable?Are my eyes unlookable?Is my skin untouchable?Am I unlovable?
Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, usedIf I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I wouldMy time, my love, my effort, passion, dedicationIn case of mistaken identity I gave these things to youIf I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truthDenial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a fewStages of acceptance that it's really overIt's just so complicated and I'm stupid for believing in you
You make me feel like my father never loved meYou make me feel like the act of love is emptyAm I so unlovable?Is my skin untouchable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?
I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enoughIt was not reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apartYou fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the parkSometimes I think you're satisfied to see me begging like a dogI wasn't armoured, you were king, I gave my everythingBecause sometimes you showed me just a hint of you and thenFor just a moment I romanticised the notionI can take away the torment, I can love you like they never did
You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)Am I so unlovable?Is my skin untouchable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)Am I so unlovable?Is my heart unbreakable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?
Are my lips unkissable?Are my eyes unlookable?Is my sex undoable?Am I unlovable?Are my words unlistenable?Are my hands untouchable?Am I undesirable?Am I unlovable?
You make me feel like my father never loved meYou make me feel like the act of love is emptyAm I so unlovable?Is my skin untouchable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?
You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)Am I so unlovable?Is my skin untouchable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)Am I so unlovable?Is my heart unbreakable?Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?
You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)