20/20

I would never have been in such a rushI would never have tried to controlI would never have worn such 'fear lenses'I would never have held on so tightly

I would have kept my boundaries setMy loving no's, my unwavering yes'sRisked abandonment and stood by thatAnd thereby felt constant connect

This fountain of regretThis looking back with twenty-twentyTorturous hindsightIf I knew then what I know nowThis mountain of remorseWon't repeat with my understandingThis wouldn't have happenedIf I knew then what I know now

I would've gone slowerPushed infrequentWould not have rushed into such commitmentI would've shown restraint as my feet got wetI would've baby-stepped into intimate

This fountain of regretThis looking back with twenty-twentyThis torturous hindsightIf I knew then what I know nowThis mountain of remorseWon't repeat with my understandingThis wouldn't have happenedIf I knew then what I know now

I would've known much moreKnown that time was all we had for futureDepth to unfoldI would've had more faith at every stepI would've kept intact through the whole process

Oh this fountain of regretIs looking back with twenty-twentyTorturous hindsightIf I knew then what I know nowThis mountain of remorseWon't repeat with my understandingThis wouldn't have happenedIf I knew then what I know now