The Diary
[deuce - intro/chorus x2]Cause I don't wanna be like thisI've been running these streetsfor too long nowI've got nothing that's truebut this song nowbut the further I goI wanna go home
[J3T]I fuckin' swear that I carebut its hard when you stareinto the bottom of a bottlethat is empty and bareall my desolate soulin my desolate homeit's my desolate roleyeah I'm here all aloneI can't think of a reasonto get the fuck out of bedcurtains closed, lights are offAm I alive or dead?I haven't shaved in a weekI always slur when I speaktolerance at its peakanother fifth just to sleepoh woe is me woe is meI guess I need lovehoes ya see hoes ya seeI'm just in a rutand I swear I'm trying baby pleaseBaby don't leavegod-damn I'm a fuck-upBut I guess that's just meso I sit in my roomand I'll cry in my bedthinkin about all the shitthat made me wrong in my headI keep trying to climbbut it seems so steeppour myself a fuckin' whiskyand go back to sleep.... bitch
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I watch my momma cryshe says 'baby why?'I say 'baby died,baby's gone like a suicide'I don't think you'll see him soon, momstay out my room, momtell daddy that I hatethat mother fucker like you, momI sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha and Jordanthese beers keep getting warmerevery time that I hold 'emI pour this out for youlike a partner in crimeit's part of the timeswhen you're sick in the mindyeah I'm sick, oh so sickI'm so sick of this shitYeah I'm lit, oh so litI'm so fucked up off itso I stumble aroundtil I stumble fall downto this puddle of my tearslaying here on the ground
when you've got nothing leftyou've got nothing left to losewith my last left single breathI'll still be singing to youso when you bury me manyou better bury me deepand sing along to this songbecause you're broken like me.
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[bridge - Deuce x2]And I wanna go back to the startback where we started fromand I know it's been so longI was wrong, I was wrongI was wrong all along
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