Ruins
Don't try to callThere are some bridges that burnBeyond recognition beyond repairDon't say you've changedThere are some forces that turnBeyond recollection beyond my stareWhen I feel the cold in the darkI know you're there
Long ago I was a woman in painA woman in needI ran to youLong ago I did not understandYou were making me bleedI ran to youWhen I feel the cold in the darkI know what you do
I will crawl through my pastOver stones blood and glassIn the ruinsReaching under the fenceAs I try to make senseIn the ruins
I know your heart has held its own fearIt's perfectly clearWhat they did to youIn my heart it's the screaming I hearI won't let them come nearSince my love knew youWhen I feel the cold in the darkI remember you
I will crawl through my pastOver stones blood and glassIn the ruinsReaching under the fenceAs I try to make senseIn the ruins
Night after nightI am carving it outI will carry it down to the watersideNight after nightI am hearing the soundOf wings that come beatingI will not hideWhen I feel the cold in the darkI will know why
I will crawl through my pastOver stones blood and glassIn the ruinsReaching under the fenceAs I try to make senseIn the ruins
But if I am to healI must first learn to feelIn the ruinsI will crawl