This time
It's 4 am and I'm wide awakeWaiting for my thoughts to fadeThe flickering of all of my mistakes
And as the light starts creeping inI slowly feel the day I'm missingBut I won't even know where to begin
Do I push too hard? I fall too fastA moment never seems to lastWill I stop long enough to know?
(Chorus)'Cause everybody burnsAnd when it starts to hurt, I cryI feel it in my veinsI just can't walk away this time
The white circle in my headIt weighs so heavy on my chestAnd I'm crushed by your expectation
I only want to do some goodToo dumb to know if I couldAnd I just wanna feel the days I'm in
Do I go too far, not far enoughWhy can't I keep my big mouth shutAnd do you lead the life that we should?
(Chorus)
Did I say too much again?I'm just a girl in a panicIf I tell you my truth, am I getting through?
It just seems I should confessAnd who am I to pretend?This is more than I can carry
And everybody burnsAnd when it starts to hurt, I cryI hold my head up highI know I'll be alright this time
I feel it in my veinsI just can't walk away this timeThis time, this timeThis time, this time
It's 4 am and I'm wide awakeWaiting for my thoughts to fadeAnd in times like this I see your face