the gift
Hold me now I need to feel reliefLike I never wanted anythingI suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on toI'm so ashamed of defeatAnd I'm out of reason to believe in meI'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give meI don't belong here and I'm not wellI'm so ashamed of the lie I'm livingright on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake upAnd look inside a mirrorI'm so ashamed of that thingI suppose I'll let it gotill I have something more to say for meI'm so afraid of defeatAnd I'm out of reason to believe in meI'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give meI don't belong here and I'm not wellI'm so ashamed of the lie I'm livingright on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel completeLike I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give meI don't belong here and I'm not wellI'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of thisI Am So Ashamed Of ThisNow I'm so ashamed of meI Am So Ashamed Of Me