(Why I'll never be) Clean again
take a look at my lifedo you see what I need?(you) better give me the knife(you) better leave me to bleedI hate my lies - I hate myselfI hate my lies - I hate myselftake a look in my eyesdo you see what I see?(you) better take my advice(you) better listen to me:I can see I will never be home againI can see I will never be whole againI can see I will never be free againI can see I will never be me againread my mind -now you can seewhy I'll never be clean againI could lift you up,be your clown, make you smileI will fuck you up,take you down, make you crytake a look in my faceand then kiss me goodbyedon't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?(you) better drop all your faith(you) better leave me to diedon't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?I can see I will never be home againI can see I will never be whole againI can see I will never be free againI can see I will never be me again(I hate my lies - I hate myself)(I hate my lies - I hate myself)read my mind -now you can seewhy I'll never be clean again