That Particular Time
my foundation was rocked, my tried and true way to deal was to vanishmy departures were old, I stood in the room shaking in my bootsat that particular time love had challenged me to stayat that particular moment I knew not run away againthat particular month I was ready to investigate with youat that particular time
we thought a break would be good, for four months we sat and vacillatedwe thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were aboundingat that particular time love encouraged me to waitat that particular moment it helped me to be patientthat particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant
I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself and yet I wanted to save us high water or helland I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you feltand in the meantime I lost myselfin the meantime I lost myselfI'm sorry I lost myself - I am
you knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distractionyou felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wantedat that particular time love encouraged me to leaveat that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting methat particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still leftat that particular time