Blue Study
Somewhere between my tongue and cheekI can feel the hands on mePulls me in so we are face to faceI don't wanna see it, I don't wanna seeHold my head up, can't avert my eyesSpots and rats on me, I don't wanna seeClaw the ground up, get me out of thisNever wanted this, never needed this
And you left meAnd I left youAnd you left meAnd I left you, too
Chair is stained and I can't stay awakeBring forth evidence to keep me saneI can't keep this riddle locked insideSeven ways to keep my secrets tied
Can't believe this, I belong in chainsSeparated, it was me and something elseNow I'm numbing, get me out of thisNever wanted this, never needed this
And you left meAnd I left youAnd you left meOh, but then I left you andAnd you left meAnd I left youAnd you left meAnd I left you, too
Arms stretched out, giving thanks to painSpotlight looking down, I'm ashamedKneeling with my forehead to the groundI can't help but flinch before I'm found
I don't need you! Can't you see behind?Doesn't matter now, doesn't matter anymoreMaybe made me, get me out of thisNever wanted this, never needed this
And you left meAnd I left youAnd you left meAnd motherfucker, then I left you andAnd you left meAnd I left youAnd you left meAnd I left you, too
Safe! I just want to be safe!Safe! I just want to be safe!Safe! Why don't you want to be safe?Safe! Why can't you let me be safe?